i'll pause this game, so our love will never end.

i am learning from my mistakes,
so let's try this all over again,
and i promise i'll do it right this time.

take two?

OHMYGOD I AM SO THRILLED.
I JUST REALIZED THAT IT IS NOW WARM ENOUGH TO KEEP MY WINDOWS WIDE OPEN AT NIGHT,
AND IT HASN'T SNOWED IN WEEKS!
SPRING IS COMING SOON,
AND THAT
MEANS
SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!
♥ x 1000000000000

things were so beautiful in the Golden Era.
I wish I lived then.
our world today is so dirty and destroyed.
people are dirty, societies are dirty, the environment is dirty.
back then, everything was glamorous and rich,
bright and dazzling.

i have this giant poster of marilyn.
she is so gorgeous.

atomic roads, nuclear sunrise, they left me all alone.

I always keep my window open,

even if it's just a crack.

the sound of the life outside

is so ... reassuring.

the land and the roses slowly disappeared, why am I so alone ?

every sun must set.
♥

a sudden chill runs through my veins.

my eyebrow piercing keeps getting infected, it's so nasty.
it gets all swollen and the skin is flaky.
but i'm doing mad seasalt water soaks, so it's going down.
I cut my bangs super short so that it won't irritate the piercing anymore.

we treat mishaps like sinking ships.

my relationships are always so fucked up.
but i've learned from the past,
i'm not going to let anyone fuck me over so easy.

we came here to party like it's going out.

yesterday i got 00ga & 12mm expanders, and a set of 12mm flesh tunnels.
it hurts like a motherfucker but i am super excited to get these babies in.